27 Nov 1986.
Loves Tanning.
SMU BBM Student.
Not the average girl-next-door
A almost typical Sagittarius
For you to judge, not for me to say.
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Labels: crazy work load, fucking campusIt feels almost weird typing into this small blogger box again. haha. Wow. Before you know it, it's Mid of March.My trip to Macau and Hongkong was fantastic and memorable. Enjoyed my stay in Hongkong and new found friends in class.Did I mention my phone bill just came and it amounted at $128.Tmd. I'm beyond broke.Tuition-less for the past 3 months.But thinking back, i think i had it better this semseter, though poor but more time for myself, family, friends and Zj. So i guess its still worth it?Its almost the end of the semester in about 4 weeks. With 1 week to study week, my god. 3 weeks!?!Lucky me, 2 exams this time round.I get all the freedom i want on 14th Apr 09.Feel very free to date me out. :)So it has been a mad rush for me since I got back till now.Am still working on the freaking slides for that old bitch that we are supposed to present to.Oh yes!I got my internship at Shiseido too.Excited! Despite the almost demeaning pay, i hope i get to learn a great deal and plant a opportunity to work there upon graduation.Internship commences 27th Apr 09. :)I need a dose of my drama daily. I heart gossip girl and Grey's. Been in having an affair with GG so much, I asked Zj to not talk to me for the last 10 mins of the show. haha!So Okay, here's the short update. no more talking now. XOXO,Gossip Girl Addict.
21st jan: Am back blogging on the train. Not watching Grey's this time cause I have complete till where I am left with waiting for the new episode. Last Sunday I had to head back school. On the way there, I felt worse than maids! They were all chattering on the train while I was making my way to campus. I mean even they are entitled off days. And me? Oh wells. Fine. Am frantically looking for a tuition kid no that I "fired" my last. I NEED $$$!! On the other hand, one thing happy about? Sat I am going to do my nails with cher & xh! Den reunion dinner on Sat and then sun too! Woot. Best? NO sch over the long weekend! Yar. Then comes make up lesson on the 31st Jan, it’s a Sat (till 7pm!) seriously. Belle coincidentally was on the same train with me yesterday. In her very slight attempt to lose weight, we walked home from the interchange. She's going back in Early Feb, oh god. That's like so soon. I barely got enough of her. This time that she is going back, I don’t even know when I will get to see her again. Belle: yeps, belated bday celebration + tanning + club + stay overs + my bday present (u kuku) before you go. Sigh. Pending tasks: Labels: crazy work load, when u just need to blog
Frequent meetings were held to review project progress and overall statues of project with full attendance by all group members. (fucking rubbish, they have never attended ANY single meetings) Every member was assigned with specific tasks and to follow up on tasks with our best efforts. (they were only expected to write this fucking report which turned out to be 14 pages of rubbish that i edited and rewritten from page one and still can write this shit out to hand up) A project proposal was completed with a combined group effort in planning, designing of the designated system. Every member was involved in planning, designing of the proto of the system. (bloody liar) 3 good souls (names are removed to ensure privacy) were in charge of the overall implementation and ongoing project development to ensure project phase requirements are completed and utilizing of VBA. Asshole 1 and Asshole 2 were in charge of collection of data and testing of the system in user’s perspective by providing constructive feedbacks regarding any improvement to the system. (that is antoher lie, God pls punish her today - they have never ever touched the system.) Lastly, the final report was prepared by Asshole 1 and Asshole 2 while 3 good souls ensure adherence of the report’s content to the meet the report requirements.(Rubbish again, the entire report was full of this kind of rubbish that she wrote, she doesn't even know what the system really does) An update of the project progress to the client is represented by one good soul, this is to inform the current accomplishment and overall status. This is just one small chunk of words, as you can see from a para of 8 sentences only 2 were correct and truthful. This has got to be the worst report i have ever seen in my life so far, worse than those laggards back in tp, super serious! Asshole 2 got really worries after I talked some sense into him and started becoming desperate, keep offering to help us do formatting (which is like duh? when i edit i make sure the formatting is done as well) even offered to send us home from school ytd. wth. Argh. No wonder i get older. Freak tired. The other day my laptop charger got burnt and smoke started seeping out from the duct tape that i taped to the exposed wires. wth. Bought a compatible one that cost almost 50. Went Avenue Q last saturday, enjoyed every single cent i paid. The puppets are really adorable and hilarious. Labels: argh., crazy work load, fucking campus, updates, when u just need to blogIt's the type of week in school where sometimes you don't even remember what your name is.
Irresponsible groupmates are a serious no-no at such times.
Nonetheless, i have two of them in my team.
The project work is incredibly intensive and seriously i think they deserve nothing.
Today was the due date for everything.
And yesterday when i informed them about the meeting (which is so not surprising)
Asshole 1: "huh? meet for what? since when there was a meeting?"
Asshole 2: " I really have no time. i need to rush back home to do my finance ppt that is due tmrw also".
ME and the other two poor souls ended up leaving school at 12.45am.
When i got home i could barely feel my legs. I got up at 645am and i only lie on my bed to sleep at 2am.
I can't understand why these people are so selfish.
I told them off yesterday.
But i still think they are fucking irritating, i had to screw the up before i explode.
THey din do shit.
wanna See what one arsehole wrote in the report?
Here is: (check out bold words)
I hope santa brings me a new laptop. haha. I am such a Wishful kuku.
Baby says the paper mentioned that they practiced with the puppets till their fingers grew blisters.
But they were fantastic.
:))
Labels: crazy work load, when u just need to blogWhile doing a brochure for my PR project, I sourced for some children pictures
because the company that I was supposed to be PR-ing for is a children clothing company.
So I thought Benetton would be a good choice to see how they talk about their products and see some adorable pictures.
Look what i found!!
This is from google images!
From here on, pictures courtesy of United Colours of Benetton. :)
Check out her eye lashes!
So happy & Innocent!
He has got to be a model when he grows older! Handsome!
These are my top 3 favourites.
OMG. They are sooooooooo cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! 
Labels: brink of death, crazy work load, when u just need to blogI don't know how it became so bad.
But it was a challenge every single day.
Mind over body.
The thesaurus is exhausted for the word weary and tired.
Everyday my scheduler is filled with to do lists and due dates.
I don't know how long more i can take on but today is the supposed day to officially take a break.
Despite tuition assignments tmrw, I am going to treat myself to smth nice.
Haven't really decided on that yet.
I am still counting down to 2030, where i can be part of a birthday celebration
and I get to see ZJ.
He has been so considerate and thoughtful lately especially with all these shit I have been going thru lately.
Thank you baby.
Hence, I didn't write here for so long.
I am still having 2 tuition kids.
Pri 6 boy is having his PSLE, he sms me saying "woots. quite easy lei."
hahaha. And yesterday when i saw him for final tuition for English
he went like "Can you don't go please. I very scared." hahaha!
He really look like jack neo's son in i'm not stupid.
Anyhows, there is still Miss little whatever, Lorraine who is always on my nerves.
And her exam is about 3-4 weeks.
That day in her science assessment a question asked "What are 2 ways to prevent bacteria from entering our body?"
And she said, "I don't know! Tell me the answer (Very typical answer from her)."
Me: "Think first can? (typical reply)
Lorraine: "Errr... Put powder?"
me: "Arr!? Burst out laughing*"
You know how kids will powder themselves up like muah chee with peanuts.
Its hilarious when i saw that innocent face saying that.
In fact, in her world, that made a lot of sense and i can see why is that so when i always see the
heavily powdered neck after shower.
Hmmm.. She must be bacteria-free in that sense then.
hahaha!
I can't wait for the test to end!
I need and want my life back.
I haven seen or talk to my close friends for like 2 months and running.
I miss them heaps.
Ok. Back to revision.
Some sort.
hehe.
Labels: crazy work load, fucking campusThe long intervals of updates can only be justified by mere exhaustion from school (lessons & cca) & tuition.
Once again, I am only typing this because i am sitting in a uber lousy class of Market Research. I am clueless to how he can go on and on about Statistics instead of teaching us any other stuffs. My good friend from school calls him a Bast**d. haha.
GradTour is nearing very soon.
Miss lala is right, despite all these shit i am going thru for this.
I can use them in my resume in future.
:)
Yes athey! Bangkok Pictures are in the midst of the collage and they are done now.
TADA!
I used up all the time to do the collages. Hence, this short post.
Till, the next lesson.
Ps: i have chopped off my hair a month ago. and i have put on about 4kg.
Feel like fainting as i type that out.
Labels: 1x KISS, crazy work loadWe're into week 2 , before we know it.
Last weekend ended with spectacular display of fireworks @ marina.
I'm still very thrilled looking at them.
:)
Zj got the tickets online from some guy so we land up paying a little more.
Its was rainy, so dampened the mood a little.
But when they lighted up the gloomy sky, it lighted up all our hearts.
sparkle and dazzle! (Think: ugly betty)
Sadly, it was only for like 15 mins?
School has been so far not very kind.
Loads of shit.
Come week 7 - that's where i will be digging my grave.
Lazy to upload pictures.
haha.
In Market Research Class now.
Cant seem to listen to all that he is saying.
And i just learn that one of my prof is gay.
OMG.
Ping: Make a guess! :D
This was me (18th oct 07, 0936): I’m very exhausted. Why can't You just grant me what You've grant me all my life? I work hard, You gave me all i worked for. I'm beyond exhaustion can bring me to but you have to make it so hard for me. Yea, sure. Grades aren't my life. Yea. Perhaps i'm NOT made for figures, i hate them in fact. But i don't have a choice. For now, really i only wished for a just pass. Fuck the As, the Bs, I’m getting just at my wits end sometimes I don’t even know how to take another breath in school. Okay. We move on with life nonetheless. We go on attending life events one after another. Let’s start off from my beloved sis getting her certified MRS LEE. Beams* Then, over this weekend was my eldest cousin going thru his customary marriage. I love the pictures that they took. Always liked any damn wedding pictures I see, they are all so delightful. Hee. The first time I see my parents being offered tea formally and also an almost adult me getting the real meaning of marriage. Its considerations, money, friends, relatives, alcohol, preparations, the vows they take till they leave this world, the life they will spend together here on, etc. involved. Unlike younger days where wedding dinner is plainly just eat eat eat to your heart’s content. Despite the popularity of infidelity existence, I somehow still believe in marriage – the union of 2 souls forever kind of shit. MC or reception I really don’t quite know to which one I should be going for. But I guess I should be worrying bout my upcoming 21st first. PJs or masquerade? This weekend I’d be doing up the invitation and sending it out. J After speaking to a fellow year 4 project mate in my MPW (aka: Alrighty. That’s all for this week. Say hello to hell in few weeks. Labels: crazy work load, the week-ENDS, updates, when u just need to blog
Its like a used up 110% of my body strength to push the push cart but it only moves 0.01 meters.
Yes. Its that kind of feeling. I put in double the effort, I reap half of whatever I gave.
This is gonna be the first D in my SMU journey ain’t it?
I guess so. i kept telling myself, grades really aren't that important and whatever.
But why does it hurt so bad? its because i put in nothing but sheer efforts.
Its unfair. Why are You doing this to me?
Why is it time and again, you kept letting me fall into that extreme form of disappointment?
Yes, they are not life and death kind of important. But i am not even asking for like 80, 90, even 70?!?!#?$?@
A second best. Im always in the 2nd best alll my life so far.
Sec 1B to 4b, pri 1-2 to 6-2.
You even gave me my best in my poly days.
Why doesn't this principle apply anymore?
i work hard i get shit/borderline pay off.
WHY!!!?????
I keep trying but You constantly take that fighting spirirt away from me.
I pay attention, i wake up early, i do homework, i sleep late to do even more work, i try and try and try.
But the least it could do it giving me a little strength to continue moving on.
I just need some kind of assurance sometimes that i'm still doing okay.
All these while of fighting has been being reciprocated somehow.
To know i am Ok, still ok, i need to be okay to continue.
However, all these, all these ARE NOT ok.
where am i gonna gather more strength?
where can i start feeling more confident stepping in grounds of my campus?
i need that slight more than a borderline to know that i am still that same and sane.
Thank you darling, you're the best. :))
I’m really happy (i shall just use the simplest word), my heart twists and whirl with sweetness when their vows are being exchanged. That’s perhaps how bliss is supposed to mean and feel, yea? Truth to be told, it’s every girl’s dream to get married and be gee bout it for the longest time isn’t it? And this time it’s my sis’s turn. Oh btw, I’m here typing my blog post again on my train ride to school.
Labels: crazy work loadI'm tryin very hard each day to be an efficient worker.
But it seems like the work load wouldn't be lesser.
i clear one, the other one comes.
After this week, its 3 presentations and journal in a week.
Omg.
And the week after another final assessment for the grade and then its study week
where exams are only a week away.
Damn it.
i'm not afraid of presentations but i'm still cracking my brain for the dramatic reading.
Fuck! i can't think!
The 55 pages of blaw text in front of me needs to be digested by tml morning.
And a freak project meeting at 7pm and 9pm i have to revise FA (quiz this fri).
Cheryl: Hurry get well okay? i think of you much much! So does it for XH. ( i'm as stressed!)
Alrights. Back to mug.