Tossed and turned on my bed last nite.
I suddenly found it so hard to sleep without u beside me.
But I don haf a choice do i?
I’m tired. I really am.
I tried. Tried my very best my dear.
But I nv seem to be able to satisfy or meet your expectation.
Now, i cant even talk to u.
coz u simply cant comprehend.
I’m kinda tired of trying. Exhausted to move on.
Yet, upset that things haf to turn out this way.
Darlings at my tag board thank u for caring. Love ya all!
I woke up at least 3 times last nite. No proper slp at all.
And now I am, at my dad’s office using the comp. How wonderful.
No market noise level no snatching of laser printers.
Ytd when I tried to talk to her it was ….
I dunno even noe how to describe.
He needed that quality time with u.
How can I possibly still bug u down with those stuff?
I noe u still care.
But when I speak, it was all torn down into pieces with variables around us.
I don blame u neither was I angry.
But rather, I miss her.
Just her being able to sit down just the both of us, talking heart to heart.
I’m broken right inside me.
And the radio is playing how can u mend a broken heart?
When I watch the project superstar last nite, that song that the young guy
Sang, was supposedly happy, catchy, easy listening
but before the chorus was the part that sang my heart out.
你的心情总在飞 什么事都想去追
想抓住一些安慰你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊 你最害怕孤单的滋味
你的心那么脆 一碰就会碎 经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪 你最害怕每天的天黑
但是
天总会黑 人总要离别 谁也不能永远陪谁而
孤单的滋味 谁都要面对 不只是你我会感觉到疲惫
