27 Nov 1986.
Loves Tanning.
SMU BBM Student.
Not the average girl-next-door
A almost typical Sagittarius
For you to judge, not for me to say.
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Labels: crazy work load, when u just need to blogWhile doing a brochure for my PR project, I sourced for some children pictures
because the company that I was supposed to be PR-ing for is a children clothing company.
So I thought Benetton would be a good choice to see how they talk about their products and see some adorable pictures.
Look what i found!!
This is from google images!
From here on, pictures courtesy of United Colours of Benetton. :)
Check out her eye lashes!
So happy & Innocent!
He has got to be a model when he grows older! Handsome!
These are my top 3 favourites.
OMG. They are sooooooooo cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! 
Labels: Free from freak campus, updatesNuffnang dropped an emailer for the gala premier of high school musical competition.
I didn't catch both previous ones, so I won't go ahead with the competition.
Nonetheless, they mentioned something about Sharing your graduation experiences (if you have already gone through it!) or tell us what your expected graduation would be like!
When I graduated in TP, I didn't really do anything spectacular.
I've always thought of a graduation trip though but most of the time, just mere broke or people just don't really wanna do it together.
Shortly, I went to work at Starhub and here I am at SMU.
Now that most of my TP friends have graduated and are working now.
They are mostly financially sufficient and they'd make their own travel plans.
They come back with cute and nice gifts for me.
:)
I can't wait for my graduation here too.
I can't care much about my gpa anymore since it suck that much already.
Sometimes its just mere torturous to be here.
I wish to have that same amount of spending power, having a less homework/ highly stressed environment / exams (even on birthdays) and burnt weekends.
But I know this convocation is just gonna be one of the happiest times in my life like O levels result collection day. I wish there would be some major party with my SMU friends and this time make the graduation trip possible. For many of them $$ isn't a problem at all and they'd graduating later. But I hope this is really going to happen.
1st time when I wore a graduation cap was in those PAP graduation as a kid.
This time I'd be walking into the halls of Suntec City convention hall with a graduation cap and gown. Oh man. I'd carry that grin from ear to ear.
I want a mini graduation bear in my arms and see my parents being so proud of me.
Mega picture taking surely will take place.
I want a picture of my smu peers doing a final Smu jump. :)
And from there, I'd write a new chapter of life and join my fellow peers in the working world.
Labels: friends, saying goodbyes, when u just need to blogYesterday I had one of the longest shock that I couldn't recover from lunch.
The after subject email addressed after the shock was 'Indigestion'. haha!
Nonetheless, I had fun during lunch.
We were discussing about how us and our friends grew older.
The taboo topic of sex wasn't that taboo when we were die hard fans of Sex and the City.
We have friends who would save themselves for marriage,
some who would succumb to temptations and others who just purely enjoy the "process".
I do have friends who are promiscuous that doesn't mean I love them any lesser.
Yet, i believe many who don't agree with what they are doing, they gradually drift these friends away or their friendship ends a way or another.
I don't agree at times too but I still feel it's their freedom of choice.
Who are we exactly to judge?
Of course, we have our own value system and certain things is a "Yes, we can do this" and "this is unquestionably wrong."
But when it comes to another emotional level, such boundaries get blurred.
People just change their minds, their hearts and their decisions.
I probably do judge inside me as well but I choose to value my friendship in a different way.
They may do what others think is being a bitch bullshit and bastard absurd.
But isn't it how the same friend is able to be there for you when you need her/him,
giving you the best company that he/she can, lending you an ear when you need it and just bring your friend (in your valued ways) that matters more?
To me, that indeed mattered more.
She/he can be a shitty partner but if she "delivers (or even above expectations)" perfectly in what you need in your "friend scope", isn't that sufficient to cover her/his flaws when it comes to other relationships?
Others might have differing views but I choose to firmly still believe in this.
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Today, I attended the official 2nd funeral in my life.
Why I labeled it official because in my younger days I was still oblivious about what is going on about funerals and often accompanied with my parents.
My parents often forbade me to attend such functions as well.
(of course not that I am dying to go,
but I remembered wanting to go for Na's uncle's Funeral.
But according to my parents' religious beliefs, it was a must to not attend such functions in that particular year.)
Today, for the 2nd time I wasn't accompanied by my parents.
That particular year was not this year.
I'm in the eyes of the law, no longer a minority, I'm a supposed adult.
Strengthen by my own beliefs and coated with my own emotional and cognitive abilities.
When I saw my own sister in the traditional mourning gown I cant help but to feel a deepened type of sadness that is indescribable. Although I was not close to the deceased but I have definitely seen her a couple of times, greeted her and visited her at the hospital. And now, she has left.
When I saw the look on all their faces today, I could not hold any of my tears back either.
As we walked away, we each gave her a piece of our land sending her to her new belonging.
We boarded the bus back in a heavy rain with heavy hearts.
May you rest in peace, wherever you are.
Labels: fucking campus, SICSWhen Zj told me today he saw his friend's MSN nick was "Concealer is my best friend",
I thought that sounded just right for me as well.
I Thank God it is not for pimply issues but the Zouk looking dark rings imprinted on my drained face each day.
The lack of sleep is far worse than back in TP days.
It's killing me inside so much that I decided to take a break for tmrw morning's visit.
Mummy's going for check up tmrw evening so no home cooked dinner for me tmrw.
It has been a week since I last dine in my cozy home.
This so called recess week isn't at all rest.
Everyday of the week has been packed nothing less than anything to do with school.
Projects, meetings, field trips, retreat/trainings, elections, etc.
Speaking of which, yours truly has been elected to be the Vice President of SICS for the special interest clubs. To help refresh your memory: SICS = Special interest and Community service sodality.
If you haven been a constant reader here, you would kinda remember that was the other cca that i was in apart from Gradtour. ;)
So yes, the official term of office starts in Jan 2009 and ends Dec 2009.
Its filled with apprehension and anticipation i would say.
They tried to persuade me in running for president but I chose not to.
I choose more time to accompany my family, friends and myself. :)
Alrighty, I'd head back to my sexual individual assignment.
For a preview of what my assignment is about, click here.
Labels: brink of death, crazy work load, when u just need to blogI don't know how it became so bad.
But it was a challenge every single day.
Mind over body.
The thesaurus is exhausted for the word weary and tired.
Everyday my scheduler is filled with to do lists and due dates.
I don't know how long more i can take on but today is the supposed day to officially take a break.
Despite tuition assignments tmrw, I am going to treat myself to smth nice.
Haven't really decided on that yet.
I am still counting down to 2030, where i can be part of a birthday celebration
and I get to see ZJ.
He has been so considerate and thoughtful lately especially with all these shit I have been going thru lately.
Thank you baby.
Hence, I didn't write here for so long.
I am still having 2 tuition kids.
Pri 6 boy is having his PSLE, he sms me saying "woots. quite easy lei."
hahaha. And yesterday when i saw him for final tuition for English
he went like "Can you don't go please. I very scared." hahaha!
He really look like jack neo's son in i'm not stupid.
Anyhows, there is still Miss little whatever, Lorraine who is always on my nerves.
And her exam is about 3-4 weeks.
That day in her science assessment a question asked "What are 2 ways to prevent bacteria from entering our body?"
And she said, "I don't know! Tell me the answer (Very typical answer from her)."
Me: "Think first can? (typical reply)
Lorraine: "Errr... Put powder?"
me: "Arr!? Burst out laughing*"
You know how kids will powder themselves up like muah chee with peanuts.
Its hilarious when i saw that innocent face saying that.
In fact, in her world, that made a lot of sense and i can see why is that so when i always see the
heavily powdered neck after shower.
Hmmm.. She must be bacteria-free in that sense then.
hahaha!
I can't wait for the test to end!
I need and want my life back.
I haven seen or talk to my close friends for like 2 months and running.
I miss them heaps.
Ok. Back to revision.
Some sort.
hehe.