27 Nov 1986.
Loves Tanning.
SMU BBM Student.
Not the average girl-next-door
A almost typical Sagittarius
For you to judge, not for me to say.
Speak
If u log on to msn, i swear i meant my nick.
Yesterday was great. Todae was 360 degrees opposite.
I haven been blogging coz, yes. u got it. projects, projects and projects. Datelines are juz so close together.
Day be4 CRm submission i stayed over @ na's place again. Yes. tht was the 1st time i stayed up all nite for a report. It totally din feel good coz the next dae in skool i felt lyk vomitting, food i ate kept gettin stuck in my throat. The initial trip to bangkok was cancelled. but i'm glad abt it as well. coz once again, i learnt how much i love my dad as well as e rest of my family. Daddy: hang in there. i noe we can make it. i noe. i love u. u're always my no. 1 man in my life.
i dunno y. evrything juz has to come crushing down on me todae. I juz learnt not long ago tht my uncle, published in the straits times abt my dad. sayin he dismissed him wif immed effect. how heartless can he get. Kiak: see this is blood brothers working together in a firm. BLOOD BROTHERS. MUMMY is crying over it wif my auntie @ my place. i'm terribly xing tong. i am. i went to hug her juz now. i love you mummy. we nit to stay strong for daddy. :)
Submission for CRm wasnt late. thank god so was IM. Jess was absent coz she had a tummy ache so me and zhen went to run the cart desipte my eyes were closing. i cant even feel my body when i got hm aft carrying the rest of the merchandise hm again. I actually ran to skool wif those 2 bags to skool to bind CRM. lyk a crazy gorilla. haha. den when i saw my bed back hm, booong* juz slept on my bed immed. darl den came along n we had a great feast. and a massage frm him. darl: thanks, i love you.
Den ytd, me and darl went to hmv to return those shoes. hmm.. i'm really glad tht we took the shoes. we sold quite a fair bit. beams* spend a great nite tog. when we got home, we broke lightsticks and put it on my bed. thanks dear. u make my world the loveliest to live in wif u.
Den come todae, marks the end of the frenship i had wif one of my used to be close fren. and i noe frm todae onwaards, i wont shed another tear again for her. i was terribly upset juz now. thank god darl was ard, lend me his shirt to rub my tears on, a shoulder to lie on and a ear to listen. was would i do without u darl? he actually wanted to bash the bf of hers upside down. but i stopped him. its pointless to do tht anyway. Let me fill u guys in.
in the morning, i called her,
her: i done evrything for Rm alr. except haven add in (z)'s wrk. ya ok. i attach the file and send to ur email.
shar: ya ok. den in the email, u tell (z) to send hers to us as well.
yes. den i gone online to read the draft she done. which i tot the whole thing was done by her. coz i tot was everything. i juz woke up not long ago as well. ok. i read the first few pags. den was toking to na on msn.
For every 2 to 3 sentence, there was a "we", "our", "us".
Be it her or (z), i reminded them both tht, not to add in such terms, coz DR tan use to always tell us that this is informal language and we shld nv include these in a quality report. and yes. i rrmbred clearly i did told her tht.
Den aft some time, SMS came in:
her: shar. my sisters interested in the shoes lei. but u return the shoes alr.. how?
me: i'll send u e email with those pictures attached k. invoice book still wif me, ger, the RM report how come still got so many we, our, us. i tot tht time CRM i told u not to write those in a report liao? informal lang lyk wad DR tan advised us. n it's dynamic pricing not competition pricing.
her: tht's the best i haf done. if u do not lyk it. i do not gif a damn all right.
i was totally shocked. speechless.
me: i'm juz lettin u noe my comments. i noe u've done ur best. those remarks are put accross constructively. i nv sae anyting to put u down, rather, i hope tht u could use tht for future reports. we agreed on being open and honest to 1 another.
and to my surprise, her bf msg me,
her bf: since, u're so smart, y don u do evrything urself, u matha phucker? even i had enuff of u. & stop pushing ur weight ard.
WTF? lyk WTF? y are u poking ur arse into this? do u even noe nuts? i tot was her msging me at 1st but actually, it was him. nvm. still, if she din tell her those would he? and muz u sae all those don gif a damn, and me gettin all these shit frm ur bf?
me (when istill tot was her using her bf phone to reply me): thanks for being so polite towards ur gd fren. den it's ok. our fren ship ends todae. [ i meant it]
she: wher did u notice all the we, our, us? challenge identification is not i do one. for the rest, i alr made an effort to minimise it. if it still seems a lot, i'm v sorry den. pardon my bf. hes juz beside me n saw the msg
Den y din u said these when u recieve my 1st msG? WHY?????
she: i told u tht i did the quality concept onwards, den i told u tht i haven complied (z)'s wrk yet. and tht's when i told u (z) did e challenge identifaication part n application of strategies. if it's not clear enuff i even send u guys e part i've done 1st b4 consolidation. i really hope u get the facts rite. tht's all. its not tht i don tk ur feed back constructively, tried to minimise on all tht.
ok. mayb i din hear tht abt (z). so the email she sent us, isnt tht the one she haven compile? and yes. it is quality concept u've sent and yes. there is a lot of we, our ,us and ther's no challenge identification. thus, wad i read was 10 pages of her work.
and in the mist of me being blur abt now who did wad n wad i read.
shar: but juz now u did told me u done everything alr. how in the world would i noe top part is not u've done. not only i felt tht. the rest tot of the same thing.
shar: i nv sae is u do one. neither do i noe. it's ok. i hope u took tht constructively, thts all it's ok.
to her bf: if u noe nuts abt stuff, juz keep ur bloody arse shut. i don nit u 2 haf enuff of me neither names. i don gif a damn abt u, pls.
her bf: neither do i.. so it seems tings are far worse than it seems to be.. or rather, u. tht speaks much abt ur character alr. don bother replyin back. i din ask u to in e 1st place. ciao
shar: i din ask u to msg me in the 1st place as well. talk abt my character? oh well, wad u said doesnt affect me at all. so u tink ur character is superior aft wad u've mentioned in e msg? and yes. tht's e end of our msging.
him: since u asked me a question, it is of norm to reply someone back. n dun get me wrong. i'm not tryinh to be polite.. i nit not especially 2 someone lyk u. i've nv mentioned abt my superiority in the 1st place, mayb u tink u are, tht y u asked. tht speaks even more abt ur character. let's stop messenging, i 'm disgusted.
aft which i did not reply anymore. wo tui the both of them si xing le. plz. in the 1st place he was the one msging me and den say its a norm replying and now sayin dunno wad crap. juz fuck it can? i don care anymore. she being my close fren is juz dead todae. i dunno how i shld react seeing her tml 4 presentation. juz 2 days ago, i asked her how she was feeling, is her tummy ok. and now, our frenship is over. OVER! i'm sad. but i noe it wont be 4 long. lyk wad darl said" it's not worth crying n feeling sad for such a fren." true, but it hurts still. i noe over time i'll get it over. note: those mentioned above (sms-es) are not edited at all.
i donno y everything juz has to crush onto me todae. enuff. god: when will all these stop?
na: i edited ur entry.. hee*
gone are the days we had long ger toks together.
gone are the days, u came over to stay at my place when u had a crisis.
gone are the days, we hugged each other so tite aft holidays
gone are the days, we had fun together, juz the 2 of us.
gone are the days, u will tell me i love you and fill up the whole sms wif it.
gone are the days, we feel so close tht we can share everything and anything.
gone are the days, our frenship was strong and still in my heart.
gone are the days, u lived in my heart as a best fren.
gone. its juz gone. don tell me i'm irreplacable in ur heart. coz i noe i no longer lived in ur heart since the moment i read ur don gif a damn.
Darl.. this song is for you.
Baby when I think about
The day that we first met (the day that we first met)
Wasn't lookin for what I found
But I found you
And I'm bound to find happiness in being around you
Chorus:
I'm glad when I'm makin love to you
I'm glad for the way you make me feel
I love it cause you seem to blow my mind every time
I'm glad when you walk you hold my hand
I'm happy that you know how to be a man
I'm glad that you came into my life
I'm so glad
Verse 2:
I dig the way that you get down(you get down for 'bout)
And you still know how to hold me(and you still know how to hold me)
Perfect blend, masculine (can't get enough now)
I think I'm in love, damn finally
Chorus:
I'm glad when I'm makin love to you
I'm glad for the way you make me feel
I love it cause you seem to blow my mind every time
I'm glad when you walk you hold my hand
I'm happy that you know how to be a man
I'm glad that you came into my life
I'm so glad
I'm glad that you turned out to be
That certain someone specialwho makes this life worth living
I'm glad you're here just loving
So say that you won't leave
Cause since the day you came
I've been glad
I'm really glad u're still in my life. thank you darl. love ya! nitez. presentation tml!!
i Juz finished quarrelling wif darl. my eyes are hurting perhaps it's becoz i din haf enuff slp and i still make tears outta it. i'm still tired.
Ytd was fun. stayed at na's place till late doing projects as well as bitching, gorilla-ing & fun! hee.. this aftnoon we woke up and had lunch near eastpoint. hee~ had car-le rice. quite nice acutally frm ke ai chee. hee~ den aft tht kiak n zhen came along and we discussed CRM. quite ok alr i think for CRM.
When i got home immed was "booong" on my bed and my eyes juz closed without me feeling it. when i open my eyes again, mummy was pulling me off the bed to bathe so tht all of us go my aunt's place. to meet all the aunties (maternal)since i haven seen them on CNY. won abt 10 bucks i think frm gambling.
Mindy (my cousin) has this really cute doggie. it's some terrier tht costs lyk $1600. 3 mths plus old. hee. took pictures of it. so cute!!!
den comes quarreling wif darl. juz fuck it can. i hate arguing wif him. Was soooo sacastic to me wif his words juz now. i was damn piss. i mean i don nit this now u noe.. aft being so tired. said i din cared enuff and din called him at all. i mean in the 1st place u din reply my msg den u say i din miss u and all. It's juz not fair to always haf expections for me and all and self- inferr-ed stuff and presummed i'm lyk this all the time.
My bloody suckking bill is lyk finally going down. wad's wrong wif me saving costs. is messenging reallly tht bad or insufficient. i really did put in effort on top of all thoses shit i haf to do. i really juz need u to understand more than anything u noe darl. juz ti liang wo. my eyes are really hurting now. =( darl: i still love and miss u so much. i swear u were all the time in my mind juz tht i din haf addtional time to call u more. i wish i can. as much as i wan to, i really wan to. i noe u in camp u cant see nor 'protect' me in ur arms and i noe u badly want to. plz don worry abt me. i'll take care of myself as much as possible. i'm waiting for this tues to come. i wanna hug u so tite. i'll try to skip training. i love u.
jie told me this todae tht i think i shld share wif everyone " Doesn't mean one person doesnt meet ur expectations means he/she does not put in effort" i think i will apply this v much in my project grp. Na: u agree too? =) gonna rest my pathetic eyes now. nitex.
Well. juz got settled down at home. dunno why darl not answering his phone. i miss him. sooo much. na n i was lyk doin a&p alll dae long.
peformance turned out good. beams* aft so much. had LOA todae. went for training this morning, performance den project till 10pm in skool. fucking tired i swear. cannot take it. but na n i was much beta aft telling aveline everything. Ave: thanks for listening.
A&p is almost done. aft skool, javien (my sis'd bf) , lee (jav's colleague), me, jie, glen and na went to techno for supper. well.. alrighty.. saw sharon chang aft her training as well.
Hmm.. well.. all of us noe wad happen to a&p for them*.. na: i think u noe who. hee. well. aft tml i can lift my head high and say " i've done my best. no regrets put in my everything. i mean my everything."
saw e tp stop press some FHM ger well, everyone talking abt it.. well. boooooo* hahah. she's kicked out la ok. And the Mr. Car-le one is 72 yrs old. omg. i nv knew tht. 1st time so close to ke ai baobei todae. wahaha. she was furnie describing tht ger. well. todae sharon's chang cart todae. super good i must sae..
ok i really need to slp.
Todae was the cart operation. Living hell there. So warm lyk shit. sweat lyk a pig all dae. Had the event shit and we had to shift the cart to the LT.
they can actually sit down there n i was opening the cart. den i was lyk " hello, can u help?" den they stroll to the cart. the signboard's cotton wool was lyk flying all over. fuck it. but in the end it was ok. den arranged all the merchandise and all. Suddenly, things seems so little. and some arse can actually say it looked pathetic. fuck it ok! i was freaking piss wif tht esp when it's happening internally. if u tot was little den y din u go bangkok together. u think it's so easy to make purchase decision for the grp izzit. a while mux consider wad my grp memebers think, a while muz think if it can sell. fuck U ok! yes. U! Na: u noe who. Not being appreciative, forget it, u can actually use the word pathetic lyk 6 - 7 times repeating and repeating. kao pei to the max. sorry guys i noe this whole entry is so full of jknvjka3^$%#$*(*! i really need to relase my stress or i'll go mad. i will. trust me.
But wadeva it is , the strategy was so long as it can in quantity. Juz one more dae she kao pei the things again, i will really scold her upside down big time. DON EVEN TRY! Angeline n jie came down to see and bought stuff. thanks angie. *hugs tite* i'm still in skool now coz i kuku forgot to save a&p to my thumb drive. wadeva.. Na send me alr. i'm so tired. blood shot in my eyes alr. i keep having nite mares last nite. bad things abt the cart. fuck. but overall, i think we shtill short of a bit to break even. i'm super disgusting now. i can even smell dat i'm stink. basket!
Well, aft loads of quarrells, the pink grp did quite well i tot. well, i don wanna tok abt the arguement over the cart. it's fucking childish and tupid. huat, anyway thanks for giving up the cart, appreciate it fmr the bottom of my hart. hmmm.. checked my results:
A&p - B+
Im- D (fuck care- since i din study)
RM- not out yet
CS2-mostly B to B+
CRM- A (yayyy!)
wadeva it is, i wanna a A i hope for a&p. sharon chang's grp is juz next to me. hee. doing ice cream as well. i don feel lyk going cheer but i do not haf a choice, tml got performace. Ok. anyone frm mktg here has to go collect the form frm ms Jaclyn tan for the P&L Shit ok. do help me spread the word.
gettin a sore throat i tink. feelin a lump in my throat. i miss darl. he's in changi camp now stand by. i can only see him on next mondae. i miss ur hugs darl! i need motivation and strength! i pray to all god on earth plz keep me heathly this 2 weeks my grp needs me big time.
V dae was almost fantastic except when we got back home. quarrelled for a while den we stopped.
My whole project grp came over to my place to do up the visuals while jess did on crm. the signboard is almost up. we're left with the font which na gonna do. anyway, Na: happy bdae to ur granny. i noe u love her so much.
Ok.. let's talk abt how i spend my dae ytd wif darl.
We met up abt 6.40 @ bedok Mrt. Guess wad? he got me a rose. wahaha. i tot he wouldn't coz my bdae daisies grew worms so i had no choice but to throw it away.. den he said no more flowers for u. hehe.. but..he did got me one wif a plastic thingy at the bottom to put some water. this time i'll sure keep this rose. come to think abt it. i think he din get me anything last yr (BMT). Other than the rose, he got me a mug wif my name which he can chop to mad, cost abt 6.90 to 9.90 n he got it more den ten bucks. oh well, i still love the mug. Thanks darl. & the best gift, a monkey key chain stuff toy tht can record its voice. wahaha.. it's so adorable. 12 seconds of my darl's voice.
We had dinner den at Phin's steakhse, which this bloody fat arse lost our reservation but still in the end gave us seats. Waited for 20 odd mins and den the food came. my chicken breast spag.
since i couldnt eat anything fried. My tummy is much beta now actually. The other dae i was down wif stomach virus. was rolling on the bed in pain n tears. Thank god it's over. =) Aft dinner, we went to watch flight of the phoenix. it was not bad.. 8 upon ten i'll gif. i dunno izzit me but it seems lyk the cinema was freakin loud. the toilet was trembling when my arse was trying to seat on the toilet bowl. Aft tht, we went back home. i gave him his presents.
the cross stitch, razor, heart shaped boxers and i card. hee~
Well, tht marks my v dae. short, simple, sweet and happy. beams*
Aft all these, it mean much more work to be done as well, a&p and the retail kiosk. my god. i don wanna describe. ontop of tht, the free rider arse says "shar, sorry i cant think" wadeva ok. so my brain has to work extra hard for u?
tml is the cart. n there is na and shar working their arses off. with IJs, signboards, flyers, merchandise, price list, consignment frm tml morning. fuck it all. free loader, yeah. loads of shit stuffed into it. 2ml got cheer somemore at 8. zihan is leaving tml as well. At least IJ done and price list is finally done coz someone LOSE IT! Thanks for tht ya? fucking watse my time and 'thinking'.
Yo G they can't stop me from rapping can they?Can that huh?
[Chorus:]Through the fire, to the limit, to the wall. For a chance to be with you, I'd gladly risk it allThrough the fire, through whatever come what may. For a chance at loving you, I'd take it all awayRight down through the wire, even through the fireI spit it through the wire man.
To much stuff on my heart right now man
I'll probably risk it all right nowIt's a life or death situation man
Y'all don't really understand how I feel right now manIt's your boy Kanye to the....Chi-Town what's going on man
[Verse 1:]I drink a boost for breakfast, and ensure for dizzert
Somebody ordered pancakes
I just sip the sizzurp
That right there could drive a sane man bizzerk
Not to worry the Mr. H to the izzles back to wizzerk
How do you console my mom or give her light support
When you telling her your sons' on life support
And just imagine how my girl feel
On the plane scared as hell that her guy look like Emitt Till
She was with me before the deal she been trying to be mine
She a delta so she been throwing them Dynasty signs
I'm use to trying to relineI been trying to signed
Trying to be a millionaireHow I use two lifelines
In the same hospital where Big and Tupac died
The doctor said I had blood clots
But I ain't Jamaican manStory on MTV and I ain't trying to make a band
I swear this right here is history in the making man
[Chorus]
I really apologize how I sound right now manIf it's unclear at all, man
They got my mouth wired shut for like I don't know the doctor said for like six weeksYou know we had reconstru....
I had reconstructive surgery on my jaw
Looked in the mirror half my jaw was missing and half my mouth
I couldn't believe it
But im still here for yall right now yo
This is what I gotta say yoYeah, turn me up yeah
[Verse 2:]What if somebody from the Chi was ill got a deal on the hottest rap label around
But he wasn't talking bout coke and birds it was more like spoken word
Except he really putting it down
And he explained the story about how blacks came from glory
And what we need to do in the game
Good dude, Bad night, Right place,
Wrong timeIn the blink of an eye his whole life changed
If you could feel how my face felt you would know how Mase felt
Thank God I ain't to cool for the safe belt
I swear to God drive two on the sueI got lawyer for the case to keep whats in my safe; safeMy dawgs couldn't tell if II look Tom Cruise on Vanilla Sky, it was televised
All they heard was that I was in an accident like GEICO
They thought I was burnt up like Pepsi did MichaelI must gotta angel
Cause look how death missed his assUnbreakable, would you thought they called me Mr. GlassLook back on my life like the ghost of Christmas past
Toys R Us where I used to spend that Christmas cash
And I still wont grow up, I'm a grown ass kidSwear I should be locked up for stupid shit that I did
But I'm a champion, so I turned tragedy to triumphMake music that's fire, spit my soul through the wire
[Chorus]
Know what im saying
When the doctor told me I had a um..
I was goin to have a plate on my chin
I said dawg don't you think didn't you realize I'll never make it on the plane nowIts bad enough I got all this jewelry on
Can't be serious man
Love u guys loads. juz wanna tell u tht i cherish all of u so much. thank u for being in my life! *huggies Darl: Love u! I'm so in love wif u.. it juz keeps gettin beta. feel lyk spending the rest of my life wif u by my side. Foreva n eva n eva!! Everything little thing tht u do, i appreciate it wif my heart n soul. Thank u for loving my flaws, my "blur-ness", my messy-ness, my stress, my unhappiness, my everything! Love u to the max! *muacks! No one can eva replace a gorgeous lyk u. Yep. we went to Na's place together wif, kelvin, sharon chang, joshua and cheryl.Had loads of fun!! hee~ had dinner over there as well. Na's mommy seldom cook. no i mean nv cooks on week daes actually cook for all of us. n a feast i mean.. *touched. thanks auntie. had usual secret talks in na's room aft losing money to her dad n kelvin. *sobs. worse of all, dar lost lyk 50 bucks. heart pain lyk madness. despite him winning 20 dollars the previous nite.. so if he din win, it would be 60 ytd. i lost abt 10 over dollars. well, it's over. happy uncle n kelvin, sadded sharon, guowei n cheryl. hee~ Todae, it's back to work dae. Na msged me last nite sayin she not coming to skool but will wake her up soon. hee. *piggy. need to work on loads on our visuals for imp and also Ad&promo. duing this fri. damn. i hope later when darl gets back his sir wont ask him to stay in tonite. i'll be so sad if he does. Later, Na n zhen will most prob come over to my place to do the visuals. hopefully by later todae ad&p will almost be done. jess n kp will work on crm. this thurs we'll haf to show her the analysis frm our findings. and our pathetic findings are still not really up yet. kinda worried. but i tink both of them will get it done. oh yeah. bangkok pictures are here!! those who wan me to send it to ur email. tag me wif ur email alrite? u can view them, juz right underneath my tag board. haf a great v dae. Beams* oH yeah. i changed my song to thur the wire. hmm. this singer actually got into an accident. Happy vdae to all lovers out there reading this. & of coz to my sweeties:
Happy New Year every-one! Hee. 1st time in my life this year i went to another place for my reunion dinner, my maternal side granny's place @ clementi. It was always in my another granny's place. i miss my granny's curry chicken, crabs and the rest. well, personal reasons. this year we can't go. i believe we'll go there soon in years to come..
We had a terrific steamboat together. Prime beef, scallops, abalone, etc.. yummy! But this morning was diasterous. Had tummy ache n water based shit. hee. *yuk n saw my cousin juz now. his was worse. guess wad? both of us had chicken chop ytd frm biz park. conclusion? they muz be dirty or smth. basket. After some med, both of us felt much beta. =D
Oh yeah. last nite, mum,dad, dar n me went nite market together. so fun. 1st time do marketing at nite. dad says "every year oso wad. u mountain tortise ger.." well. nvm. late beta den nvr. hee.
Mum & ar ma gave ang pao alr. And also, my god-ma. hee. carried the fraking tall hamper to her place n saw 2nd god-sis ther! omg. her kids are so big now alr. even they call me ar yi. so sweet! two boys.i'm currently uploading the bangkok pics to shutter fly so u guys can view them. hee~ anyway, happy new yr again. haf a nice holidae. *beams
Super stressed coz i noe reports are still so near n yet there's still oads of stuff to be done. happy coz na n me completed slightly more than half of a&p todae. *beams. i don think i'll be enjoying CNY v much wif all these in my head.
on the other hand, my cheer squad is saved!! wahahha.. thanks to salem.. hmm. our new dancing instructor who's a yr 3 design student. he looked malay + indian. he's smile reminds me v much of kamini. Kamini, if eva u're looking at this, blazers missed u so much. how haf u been? we really hope to see u soon again. cheer has not been tht fun without ur "hotness" *fainting.. hehe~
We learnt new dance. omg.. it's unbelievale of wad we are learning. salem is jaw dropping at dancing it's even beat den nelly, britney. any stars i've eva seen. goodness me. robot, malay, techno, wadeva genre he does it perfectly. woohoo* cheers~ thanks salem. appreciate ur efforts for blazers. somehow, blazers kinda re-lived again. i'm so glad. but towards the end of the training mr feets started to get a little rash so took out my shoes n now, it's kinda abrasion redness. hope no blisters are coming out. oh ya! our uniforms are out as well.. wahaha!! loved it but the stupid skirt is like elastic den the side bulge is like out. saded. gonna wrk out tml since no skool. gonna catch desparate hsewives. my darl juz stepped into the hse. =D
hmm.. cleaned.. my room is finally neat. i'll post the picture of it soon. hee~ Dar still hogging on pS he bRought into my rm. apparently we kinda argued over smth small. wadeva.somtimes i feel so hard to please him. only tht few mins of me being away frm him. cant juz he understand.. i'm trying hard here to complete my report. well.. i'm still waiting for na to send me though. but i don mind waiting. i noe if he walks here n saw me blogging he will scream at me. i mean.. somehow blogging makes me feel beta.. i can sae wadeva i wan. no one can sae anything. it's my life.
hmm.. Na: thanks for the hippo. i love it!! felt lyk extract it frm my comp to hug it to sing n slp. . oh yeah.. went chap 2 ytd to do teatment on my hair. well this farking rough ger did it. but still overall ok. it was ric liew tht i tot was good. he was awarded wif best newcomer in tht shop. n guess wad? he look lyk grasshoppers' ("cao meng") one of the bois ther. wahaha.. the whole place was good n quite afforable i muz sae. so everyone, chapter 2 @ bugis village walk down frm mei zhen xiang. before goin chap 2 sis, me n mum dyed my hair for me. red again. woohoo.. lyk it v much! =) for 18.90bucks. self-dye..
cleared loads of stuff frm my rm. felt accomplished. gave kailing my blog link. hope she reads it soon. Ling: love ya!! advanced happy CNY! loads to catch up ya?
2ml gotta gif ms reena ng a*p draft. i'm off to editing it. goodie nite.
Most of the pple might think. eh... sharon also smiley always luffing kind. where got sad one?
Seriously, i'm upset. truely am. Many components bring to it.
one of them, one of my closest fren ignores me alr.. she rather stay with a cute one in her eyes tht can keep her happy and her bf i think.i'm not trying to imply anything to anyone here but i guess i'm jealous.. i'm sorry. i hate staying away frm her. i HATE it. hate us being lidat. wad happened? my dear fren? where are u? where's the 'u love me' fren? But still rest assured all ur secrets will still be kept only within me.. i love her so much. it hurts to see tht she lyk cannot be bothered. No initiated talks from her since the dae i came back frm bangkok.. Is there smth tht u haf been keeping away frm me tht i dunno? tag me if u can.. i still cherish our friendship v much. miss ya frm the very dae conversations were silent n distant. .
Another component might be becoz my dar has to stay in v soon. Right after valentines' dae thts' lyk 2 more weeks than the initial 1st mar.. dar: i noe i'm gonna miss u so much. no way at all tht i'm gonna be ok. once holidaes start i might be going crazy with ur stand-bys. Despite the almost fall off the chair incident todae.. i still love u. plz don do tht again when i'm on a small sqaure stool. at least u apologised sincerely, tht's all it matters. i noe u still dote on me v much. =D me too!
Jie: i miss u as much too.. seems lyk we haven tok for ages as in long chats. juz the 2 of us.. sometimes i wish only the both of us exsist. Star light star-la bright. ;p study hard for ur exams.
Maybe tons of projects are due-ing soon tht adds up to me stress level. cheryl: killing me softly~ playing now.. hee.. but i love working together wif Na. She's a good thinker n resourceful one. beams* i think projects will not to hard this sem. i love ad & promo.
belle n jul: sorri tht i still kepping the pictures i really tied up wif loads of stuff.
last nite felt terrible wif a huge bubble in my tummy tht refuse to burst into farts or burps. it hurt terribly when ver i tried to turn myself or even sneeze and on top of those dar still quarrel wif me.. oh ya. he passed his course. so PROUD of u baby~ i knew u could do it. but this signals stand bys are around the corner. i don wan to be distant to u.
i added true to my blog.. my fave song at the moment. love it 2 the max!
izzit a long good bye? i've waiting all my life.... is this true??
kuku birdyz in geolog-aft trapped in warehse days
Her fave
and this was my fave, still in my phone.
trying hard to make dar do this to me. sad-ed.
still tired.. made the art abstract last nite till 1am. i didnt tok to baby. i miss him. real much.. but i seriously haf loads of wrk to do. group written work, IJz, results, etc. good thing is CNY coming. mayb can catch up my slp on it. for some other frenz tht i din get present. i'm sorry. but some of them. relly don deserve it at all. ok. wadeva.. kailing.. so glad i saw u ytd. u still look great & i love u! thai stuff gif it to u again k. sis's phone is servicing hope mine doesnt need it. let's tok more abt my thai trip, 1st dae.. slack.. went to some big handicraft shop. sorry no photos yet. willl rbing them in asap ok? den go back to twin - tao-wels. hee~ den we went MBk n all... fun! 2nd dae, we went chulalornkong uni. my god their female students look great in uniform. lyk wear formal to skool everydae. hee~ the lecturers are really friendly. =) i'm actually in crm tut now. but i heack. i noe she's gonna scream her head off if she sees nth done aft so long. 3rd dae, only few went to river kwai. in the train, some thai student tried to hook up one of our gers tht look lyk thai n even sobbed when she had to leave. wth. so girl-ly. wahaha.. but the rest of us went major shopping centres. walk till my legs r so freakin pain lo.. 4th dae. went chatuchak frm 9-6 and 7.30 to 12 to mbk n suan lom for ave to spend her 5k left. haha.. fun. but i got lost by some idoit tht brought me ard n rd. my bad.. anyway, managed to get ave n nor back. thank god. last dae. went breakfast wif my poor belle n sharon dat woke up n slp back wif braushed teeth. hee~denwhen swimming wif bloated tummy. goodness. but i ruly enjoyed myself. n got back to singapore wif lovely sis n my love. blessed* missed mum, dad n aunty mummy. After which back to skool. i swear i really din wan to go to skool at all. missed imp1 tut. den went for a&p n orchard to source for the mary janes we wanted. woo~ we've got them! went home super shagged n next, skool again! tues.. which is ytd. had cheer music 3/4 done at my place together wif eliza n pm. had fun. missed them so much. good tht we can do pre-selling for the shoes. i'm kinda confident tht we'll succeed. =D good luck to me my frenz. buy stuff frm me. todae: crm, co n co, cheer prac n IJ due tml. how? i think i want to leave earli todae. i'm really gonna fall sick if all these carry on. help me god* i'm dying. fill me wif energy for cheer n skool n sleep. i really need them more den anything. baby is not wif me. i'm not functionning well. last nite b4 i slp oso lyk spout nonsense. hor jie? jia lak ar!i'm freaking tired. foreva waking up earli n slping late ard 1 or 3 in the morning. i wanted to blog last nite.. no time. Everydae no time.
thailand was maddness shopping n eating. enjoyed myself v much. i love it. spent abt 14K of baht. hee~ coz i found 2K in my discman pouch. hehe\~~
grew closer to frenz lyk: