I'm done with the lessons for this week.
I don't quite know if i should be happy or not.
Cause today's lesson, half way thru i was kinda lost.
The other day's finance lesson as well.
I'm kinda worried and scared.
As much as i try to reassure myself its okay.
Deep down somehow there's a voice sayin "nope. you die. stupid girl. "
I've been having night mares.
So in the day, you're worried and at night u get frightened over something untrue.
Its kinda tiring.
At times, i lie on my bed alone .
Thinking what would it be like if i'm like friends who just stopped schooling
or if i headed else where to study.
Okay, i know its super outta point and an "escape-ist" thinking.
I can't seem to think of another way to not think of school stuffs.
But i will try my best.
Issit just mere too much worrying or?
arrr. Don't wanna think about it anymore.
And i can't stand the continuous emailers of all the CCAs.
Argh. Non stop to the max!
I'm playing OST of jay chou's movie - Secret.
情人的眼泪 - a classic.
i kinda like.
Off to the gym. =D
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