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Thursday, June 12, 2008

My bestie and Conventional diary. 12:45 PM

Yesterday must been the highlight of the week, although it hasn't end.
Because i got to see my best friend from BNSS again, her name is Kailing.
For those who are closer would have know who is she or heard about her.

We go a long way back, since i was 13.
When i almost made it to TAF club, despite entering that F**k club
thereafter, she never really left my side.
She was a really quiet girl had uber long, straight and silky hair
and i look like an insane woman talking and laughing a crazy lot next to her.

Guess what, my dear? I have pictures of us those days! waha.
I don really like the idea of it being here either, but i still want to post. hur.
And doing a time check, our friendship 'sailed' for 9 years till date.
She's right, it isn't gonna end. (we both know.)

She says I'm a Cassanova when it comes to having multiple best friends.
Truth is, i told her i do have many good friends,
but the best friends that i can really count on
are those i can count with my fingers only on a hand.
KL:to others you might be other numbers, but when it comes to friends, u're my #1 because you are one friend that i know the longest and am still close to. :)

Despite that angry post on friendship the other day, i know a friend like her is gonna be kept throughout different life stages.
She's gonna be with me when i study like crap while she work hard at her job,
when i graduate and we travel the world together,
when we both get married to The One,
when we both get to have children,
when we both get old and grey and still catching up old times.

One who can live life together with me as a friend,
just listening to my woes/bitching,
tell me/her everything without any fears,
calls you immediately when she sensed something is wrong from my sms (just like today ;) ),
understands how hard i work for school and my kind of person,
sensitive to my feelings,
tells you right in the face "of course, i care for you, you're my best friend."
making everything else seem easier to bear even i don't see her very often. (ok we are working on a meeting at least once a month thingy. hee.)

I know. She'd be there. :)
We share from scrunchies, to PE tshirts
to how our bra cups grow to deep secrets we bury in our hearts.
I love spending every minute when i get to meet her.
Despite however shock she gets when i reveal my secrets to her,
she'd always find a way to tell me its okay and that she doesn't judge me at all.
I love her for that. =)

She made this collage last night after we left for home.
I'd made her one when i get those pictures from her. :))

My bestie. With new kuku fringe she calls it.
Sweet like a lolly!

Yea. Me and panda fetish. Its v nice to hug these fellas.
and F***king 70 bucks!
Nuts!

Us on e escalator. :)

Photostickers that we liked so freak much last time.

Yes, 2003 as printed on the card print.
Its called Lovegetty machine, issit not?
i told u she had really long hair, right?

Those BNSS girls.
Till date, only KL stood by the test of time out of the 14.
But tmrw, i'm gonna see few of them
cause the one on the top extreme left (Yuli)
is coming back from Aussie. (so is Belle. =D )

We went Art Box at TM yesterday, we got stuck there for damn long
cause like me she wanted to buy a scheduler for next year (i got mine some time back alr)
and those cutey notebooks. While myself, i wanted to get a diary as well.
Oh yes, those freaking pandas in the shop are darn lovable, please!
I told the sales girl, her shop is a jinx to my bank account.

When i say diary, i meant literally life journal kind of diary,
those conventional take-a-book-out-every-night-and-write kind.
Offline blog.
Cause there are many times i want to blog very much but its just to tedious to get into mum's room switch on the modem, switch on the computer, wait for it to start up and load blogger, log in and type a whole chunk and then off the computer, wait for it to shut down, off the main switch (dad's save electricity scheme) go into mum's room and off the modem's main switch again.

Hell, this process is alr too long for words, what more do it every night or day?
And the thing about blog is, you know people read and of course you want nuffnang to know.
But those diaries are those u can really write what you want, think or feel inside.
Not that i am not truthful about what i say here. But you know. The personal space of speech.
I still am going to blog though. :)

Other reason why i decided to get a diary is because the other day while i was doing the holidays-must-pack-room regime, i found my handwritten diaries from 1999 to 2002 or 2003 can;t remember. And i started this blog in 2005. 2004 was a bad bad year, mummy says.
Yea. Mainly household issues and family woes, that is.

So while reading those old diaries, i laughed so hard my tummy ached.
Those secondary and primary school days, the liaox (omfg)
and silly things you thought matter the world to you, you write.
Big or small issues, you print it on paper.
It's hilarious.
I even wrote, "If i die one day, Stella (my sis) will get to read this diary."
LOL!
But in 2008, i decided to let her read still,
she had the same laughter at my language, spelling errors
and very much the sole content. hahah!
It's interesting and delightful to know how you have eventually grow up
and those books meant childhood memories as well.

Then on, i decided, i will write again.
Daily a not, depends on my fatigue level.
But i will write the conventional diaries again.

The chosen diary for Year 2008
after a lot of persuasion from KL (because she's the pink and sweet girl but i am so not.)
and picked from at least 5 other potential ones that i wanted from that shop.

A little pricey for a diary
but its printed every freak page and in different colours.

P.s: Kailing started blogging to the world to see too, she's on my links on your left!

Labels: friends, those gatherings and catch ups