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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Exited the TEEN age. 12:44 PM

Finally, the teen chapter ended.
Good or bad i'm not too sure.
But still, its been two decades over. =)

It really bites to have an examination on my bdae. Despite everyone sayin, "its alright ok? Enjoy aft exams." Still, when its over its someone else's bdae. Would it still feel the same? Oh wells, doesnt matter.
Miss lala's right, had some birthday luck i guess the paper today was pretty managable. After practising almost a foolscape of it, i think i grew to like it much more. Statistics. ha

Missed this time of 2005.
The day before was zouk partying.

"ytd" was na's surprise comeback.
And todae would be swimming and her whipping a great meal for me!
haha.

Still i had a good celebration.
I was brought to Lawry' prime ribs @ paragon.
It was fabulous!!!
The waitresses dress lyk housekeepers. haha.
And they all sang me a birthdae song with strawberry truffle cake.
I had beautiful flowers and happy feet movie.And home baked cake! =D

My old pal: Mr Clement

Mr ha: dont you worry too much bout ur condition anymore ok?
I know what will come true. =P Thank you so much once again!

Den head to hong kong cafe with my family. we were too busy eating
and we forgot bout picture taking. haha.
Had a lovely braun buffel wallet from Miss lala and javien. Love it!!!
Aunty mummy gave a nice scented perfume too.
Yam yam frm yuping? haha.

Ping and Kat was really sweet, singing me a bdae song and a small cake frm polar.
Thank you girls. Love you! =D

No big big cake this year.
But the two small cakes i had this year was really given v sweetly!

Beats me why the laughter & proclaiming of me being lonely last night. But i know i'm not alone. Coz more than a quarter of a hundred bdae wishes were delivered into my inbox yesterday. Who can ever be lonely lyk this?

I just wanna take this opportunity to thank everyone who remembered ytd and wished me.

They include:

Adrian
Belle
Shaoxuan
Na
Cher
Xiaohui
Clement
Yuping
Kailing
Max
Liwei
Wilson
Eveleen
Kat
Cheewee
Sam
Peizhen
Wenhui
Alan
Weiqiang
Nigel
Aloy
Guowei
Athena
Denise
Gerald
Colin
Kuang Yuan
YingZi

THANK YOU!! Appreciate it. =)

Still, i had surprises, why?

*when ppl whom you tink dont even remember you anymore, actually remembers the very 1st day of your existence.* :)

Sunday, November 26, 2006

VOIP? 3:27 PM

Wahaha! been blog surfing, and saw these funny clips from fellow bloggers. =)

Some stress remedy. 3:26 PM

If u forgot this old skool song. The lyrics goes,

Thought I saw a man brought to life,
He was warm he came around like he was dignified,
He showed me what it was to cry.

Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know or seem to care what your heart is for
I don't know him anymore

Cos I don't care I have no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just too many things, that I can't touch

I'm torn, I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel, I'm cold and I'm ashamed
Lying naked on the floor

Illusion never change
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn

You're a little late
I'm already torn...Torn..... (LOL!)

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

A short break 1:29 AM

Hmm.. i tink this beta blogger is kinda redundant.
Linking it all up? hmm.

Anyways, just taking a short break frm my mgt accting revision.
As much as accounting was never my kinda tea, i try drinking them up.
Broke a small part of meiji chocolate bar frm the fridge to reward myself a lil more to go on.
At least be done with one two more questions before i sleep.

I recieved two warm advanced greetings. haha. nice. =D
Few asked how am i gonna celebrate, i wished i could so i can invite those who asked. haha.
But i'm sorry, Miss Yeo has the most suay exam on the 27th. N her favourite subject of all times, statistics. Applause pls*

Seeing my name on ppl's msn personal message cant feel any better, especially when its ur pal changing it just next to you. hehe. Miss Goh, the other day felt jus lyk 2.2, we could just talk out hearts out. And my picture widget showed 27th nov 2005, i can never forget tht jaw dropping feeling till date. Thank you so much. Loves*

Swimming the other day with the girls was just as fun. I woke up on a monday morning, feeling all bright and happy. i finally get to see these dearies over the week. One more left would be Miss Lim, since she's away. oh wells. i'd see her really soon too.

I read Blurt! (a skool mag) on mondae. I thought it has really some good stuffs written in there.
Especially frm a year 3 SIS student that splashes his commenting on the mugging culture in SMU.

he said:
"i have been part of numerous groups where the only goal has been to achieve an A grade, at the expense of everything else..

Everywhere i look i see the same patterns of behaviour. Students mimicking other students. i see our peers, moving in heards, thinking, acting, sounding the same. i see a never ending obsession with scoring A's , often by choosing paths of guaranteed success, instead of challenging ourselves or learning something new.

So are we all doomed to a future of mugging and carefully scripted presentations?...
It all boils down to a simple reason: we are just afraid to fail. It is this fear of screwing up tt makes SMU students hesistant in taking risks, and try smthing new. As a result, we stick to a proven formula. We repeat what has been done before because it works.

Perhaps this is a by product of living in a society where 2nd chances are hard to find. The singaporean education system which shapes an individual's future based on a single set of examinations, is not tolerant to failure. .... sense of "do or die" instills in many of us.

... while i do not disagree with its effectiveness, it creates artifical boundaries and limits our choices.
Our time here in SMU should not just be about memorising financial formulas or writing reports. Our time here should also be spent learning things that apply to our lives. If we fall, we can pick ourselves up again. If we face smthing new, embrace it. If convention isnt good enough, dont settle."
--Muhammad

Den again, how many SMU students would read this mag? I guess most of them spend time reading their textbooks. All that he mentioned is exactly what i felt. But i know, many of them wouldnt even see themselves falling. and if they really do, i think they would just take flight off the roofs of their homes rather than picking themselves up again. Poor A+ souls.

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Step up. 6:00 PM

Was a terrific show. Lyk previous, dirty dancing 1&2 , the honey and take the lead. this show has its own addition of ballet, modern and hiphop dancing. not forgetting the guy tht dances well here. Whistles* but i somehow still fancy take the lead more.

He in tht blue stripped shirt is uber hot pls. haha. ping, u'd love it as much as i did. haha.

In the movie, they mentioned. Every 2nd chance begin with a first step. so if u think you deserve it, then begin.

Exams coming up very soon. dunno why i'm in slack mode todae. dont even feel lyk doing any thing. Thankfully, stats been better these days for me. i'm at least done with hypothesis, chi square, sampling, normal distributions. Wht's left now only regression and chi sq tests.

I nv knew it could still affect me that much till these couple of days.

I very much gave you the benefit of the doubt.

i thought very soon i'd hear from you again.

i thought i heard sincerity in tht small chat box we had.

But till date, i hear not even a single sms.

You were right. its ironic how near and far you are.

And i was still somehow thinking about you.

I could related to her thoughts.

deep down i know i still want to be close to her.

Maybe when u realise bout me, its bout time u head back again.

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Running thoughts before bed. 12:08 AM

The bites didn't matter,
The itch didn't matter
The distance didn't matter
The age didn't matter
The quantity didn't matter.

However,

The mind, the thought, the heart and so did the text
matter a hell lot to me.
Did you not know?

Perhaps, i could possibly fit into the weekend companion category.
Or i should just put a final full stop.
But what's holding me back?
I ponder.

Sunday, November 05, 2006

TEmptations 3:46 AM

I wanna join!! At least something new for the holidays that i can learn from.
And while thinking of ur holidays, you might also want to think bout ur exams that are nearing. ha. oh wells. Hubbers mind cafe was fun. so are the videos. lol.
Hmmm. i should upload them and join the hub campaign on youtube aye? hehe.
of course not forgetting why people haf sides that i dont wish to see yet time and again being proved right. Childish and senseless.
Ha. suddenly, the "no respect for weak man" comes into my mind again how true how true?

Eve: its so good to see and talk to you again. =D

Its korean drama frenzy again aye? i'm hooked on princess hours. screams* love it love it!!! The theme song especially, it shld be on my phone playin soon enough. ha.
Cute girls and pretty boys. i wonder the happy ending, its been my motivation for my revision for tests as a reward. hehe.

This coming jan, i'd be in skool on these days. Date me! heh heh. of course the killer wednesdae's lessons are madness. LONG and dry tough days ahead, Miss soldier. strive on.