i wanted to blog lyk so many days ago, but my internet just wanna so fail on me.
anyway, i managed to get it back =D
So wad haf i missed out?
yes. went to serangroon country club wif tht blur sotong.
Bring all except essentials.
Went sentosa. tanned. =D
Met up wif na. as usual fun & happy.
Working at comex now. do sae hi if u see me! :)
i wanna club! kinda miss it. anyone? next wed?
Yes at times, i kinda feel
i am a refugee camp. my name always rings a bell
for those whom feel empty, down, upset, miserable, whiny and accompany-less.
Is tis really wad you take me for?
Wad about when u are happy and on cloud 9. Wad's shar?
NOTHING..
and wad about when i'm totally upset n
when i'm constantly struggling to get well again?
Wher do i go?
i just go deeper into me. i do agree tht makes me stronger.
At times, i just wanna share with one and just one person.
ITs nv possible.
i noe i can make it.
i really can.
BUt really its not easy at all.
Esp when the environment and variables around
often detract me from being so & yet i just keep cheering myself.
Sometimes, i just hope an angel comes to hold my hand and tk me farfar away.
ok. wake up shar. there ain't angels.
i'm tired.its always when i geninuely care and love be it a fren a not.
i feel cheated.
Would it be too much to ask if i ask for u to put urself into my shoes at times?
do u haf any idea how
flexible i haf to be to accept
such quick and un-informed changes or decisions that u make?
Its always taken for granted in fact at times, abuse it.
i tired. i don wan to be a refugee camp anymore.
Can u don do this to me?
The more i get to noe u the more afraid i am towards u.
coz the more i noe the
true you.
They were right thank god i'm clear and strong minded.
or i'd haf to kick u outta my life.
Why shld i be so worried here?
why shld i feel obligated to care for u?
n worse, i don wanna to be responsible.
And just stop. stop taking me for granted.
Yet, i tell myself, i'd haf to accept u for who u are.
but u are
scary,"ugly" though still a part of me wanna care for u.
