Wednesday, September 28, 2005
WOrk sucks!
9:45 PM
Ok Na, i'll try to blog everyday from now on ya? hee.
i really hope i can see u! miss u sooo muchie.
If ur little white thing is wrking and skype-able pls msg/email by tml k?
i'm going sim lim to get my mp3 player and i'll go get a cheapo mike tht's workable.
Work sucks.
Why?
1. Far
2. i'm Ms 0545 & part time alarm in belle's dictionary
3. i'm practically a "office girl"
4. I'm sitting at the finance side.
5. I'm delaing wif figures figures figures till i'm 80% cock eyed
6. Excel & excel and excel of thousands of rows.
7. photocopy girl too
9. The imtimidating GM todae tells me not being able to let me do much stuff. & should ask the secretary to inform her beforehand the next intern tht comes.
The next intern. then wad abt the current ones tht are full of potentials?
eh? hehehe.. i feel under-utlized at times.
8. the big big company only has one pathetic canteen tht has only one stall.
Yes u din read wrongly ONE! For such a huge organisation.
i cant imagine those long service award ppl.
Ciup cai peng (mixed vege rice) evry damn dae of their lives. EEK!
And they DONT change their DISHES despite enjoying monopoly.
Sick.
Tml is alr thursdae! yay! 5 day work week indeed past fast.
Positive side of the company?
They haf pretty nice people in there despite a few aunties.
But they are really nice aunties.
Esp one tht's named Lucy.
Her name Sounds fairy tale eh?
I tink thru out these 2 mths plus she'll be the one tt i learnt most from.
Misjudgement on my part thru out this whole sourcing for my
self secured inter company.
My bad.
But its alright. We all learn frm mistakes.
Jia you everyone!
I believe i'm not the only one tht feels tht i'm doing shitty stuff.
Chill ppl.. i miss u guys. c u all on sat!!
Sunday, September 25, 2005
10:30 PM
1. Na's away in tht farfar away land alr.
1.1 i miss her. pretty badly alr.
2. Moove media for now is a little boring.
2.1 coz i'm doin data entry, finance stuff, etc.
3. i wan mp3 player.
4. lena, i nit my pay to do so. heheheh
5. caught up wif best last nite & freaked out.
6. on campus training on sat, mkgt ppl
7. the 3 "beach" boys seems a lot "funn-er".
8. zee 10 wif heart attack is so funny.
9. Kelvin: happy birthdae.
10. tml's 0545 again. arghhh.
11. moon-people an TP's 15th anniversary play written by Dr Arnold Tan is gonna play in TP!! wahaha. who wants to go???
12.i'm off to apprentice. :)
Friday, September 16, 2005
3:47 PM
Yep i din blog for quite sometime coz the tooooopid starhub internet connection
just has to not rcieve any signals from the router. basket.
so now my 1st post using a mac!
na's ibook. hehe..
Yes. where i was?
we had a great time on fun bunch dae plus two specials.
the nite was filled wif so much joy n laughter.
enjoyed myself v much. :)
Den finally ended the job at isetan scotts and i sweaR unless i haf
zelo dollars or it would be oveeeeeerrrrr my dead body
tht i would work for a jap managed company.
squared, rigid, inflexible wadeva u call it really. basket.
hrs spent there were tormenting and hard to past.
Lena: aint blaming u for the job really, but tht place really. faints*
quickly process the $$ k. beams*
Kailing: sorry. i really wan to see u so soon! i'll call u soon!
Ytd was my 1st visit to club momo.
wells, i agree wif cher abt it being better den black.
there were still a couple of bengs hanging here and there.
but the most vivid thing tht nite was the guy being carried out
by abt 4 men tht was dead drunk
gesh! he really can throw his face to Basement level 5.
the music was good when the malay DJ was spinning
and absolutely not the david gan look alike pls.
as much as ray lyk the tiu tiu tiu songs by the david loo-alike,
me n cher just stand ther n do the roll eyes action.
hor cher? hahaha..
it saes r&b and hip hop den house music starts,
i really don understand esp when tht kinda music
and tht blinding lights i just went dizzy.
So it should be hip hop n the non-stop hor, cher?
wahahah.. till now i still keep luffing to tht.
nearing the toilet it smells a bit lyk hamster cage really.
and saw the nice nice bag place tht ms lala lyked.
woke up todae wif funny voice.
went to submit the time sheet n accompanied na for gift hunting
and to buy stuff for tht irish place.
and she slaughtered chickens while i murdered pigs earlier. hehe..
next up, movie marathon.
mm.. i tink i would end up a two-athon more den a marathon
if we din kill animals earlier.
but tht's really the last time she can do so be4 she leaves so, no problems at all!
i enjoyed it though i really sounded v bad 2dae. =)
Na: its really less den 5 daes now be4 u leave, a part of me alr start crying.
the tot of my speed dial 8 to be inactive for almost 80 days. k. no thinking for tht now
just cherish the time we're spending now instead of dwelling of tht, tht's not happening yet.
starlight tml! wheeee!! love love!!
Thursday, September 08, 2005
cant wait for tml.
11:46 PM
tml tml tml!! its fri!
tht means we're gonna haf a good time.
tht means i'm 2 days more frm takinga good break and leaving tht BORING place.
Being a block of wood wif a hyper dog just weird noe?
Anyway, thanks for my lunch partner todae, tht perk up my dae. =)
feel positive abt my hair now. haha. can seperate my fringe alr..
heheheh..
YOu:
i really nv expect tht from u at all.
If its really lyk wad others sae.
U're simply childish, capslock!
The only word i can tink of.
Disappointed and shocked really.
This further proves the decision i made was rite.
Initially, yes, the wound tht was still sore
almost done healing was torn apart again.
Now, i tink its a lot beta again.
Just why?
i just dunno you anymore.
在情人面前 我还是单身的女人
爱若缺了缘份 我想我只能用情至深
但不能太认真
为什么被爱 有时却觉得悲哀
为什么我还是害怕一个人醒来
为什么相爱 日子却仍然空白
为什么你 走不到我的未来
让爱固定下来 我不会永远青春可爱
我的美丽要你的温柔帮我保留下来
让爱固定下来 我和你 不要不要分开
我不要爱一再一再彩排
我不是每次失恋后都能重新再来.
But i've decided 我们一定得分开.
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
nasilemak
12:30 AM
Woo.. fulfilling nite..
haha.
Super recommending to everyone.
PUGGOL nasi lemak is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO nice.
2 hungry freaks got lost and hunted tht nasi lemak now.
tht explains why i haven slp yet.
its just tooo soon and sinful to do so now.
yes. so much for dieting. haha.
And u blur cum doodoo bird. thanks for the ride hm and a great dinner!
hehe.. loves*
Yes. i'm working again.
At isetan scotts this time.
I-dog anybody?
hehe..
ok. its this cute lil dog tht's a speaker for ur mp3.
LED lights on its face displays its mood and
BEST: it dances 2 ur music and it needs to be fed wif music
and your love, gif it a pat on its head and it will respond.
it's really adorable.
though lil pricy. but. price-quality rmbr?
ok. lena, don u love me for this?
Back on moNdae.
i had such a great time really.
haha.. na-godness and shar-godness did not slp and
had movie one-athon plus shopping bags all into one big bag we got.
FUN FUN FUN!! ahahha.
My boyfren is type B is good!
He's the bad guy tht all ladies love.
Typical tht nan ren whom is huai & nu ren yet ai.
But na, still his hair is goner.
haha. Ar! toking abt hair!
i cut my hair!
trust me in this everyone. i look totally different.
my dad din even recognise me. so..
haha. glen's 99 mark definitely made me feel a lot more confident!
haha. thanks. but of coz credit goes to na who brought me to her stylist.
i'm still in the process of gettin use to it.
Yes. na, ryan's laughter is funny can? hahha.
it was great hanging out with u Gohs. hee.
LOve ya.
i change my mind now. can u no go irelanD?
Thursday, September 01, 2005
upset
12:33 AM
i wanted to blog lyk so many days ago, but my internet just wanna so fail on me.
anyway, i managed to get it back =D
So wad haf i missed out?
yes. went to serangroon country club wif tht blur sotong.
Bring all except essentials.
Went sentosa. tanned. =D
Met up wif na. as usual fun & happy.
Working at comex now. do sae hi if u see me! :)
i wanna club! kinda miss it. anyone? next wed?
Yes at times, i kinda feel i am a refugee camp.
my name always rings a bell
for those whom feel empty, down, upset, miserable, whiny and accompany-less.
Is tis really wad you take me for?
Wad about when u are happy and on cloud 9. Wad's shar?
NOTHING..
and wad about when i'm totally upset n
when i'm constantly struggling to get well again?
Wher do i go?
i just go deeper into me. i do agree tht makes me stronger.
At times, i just wanna share with one and just one person.
ITs nv possible.
i noe i can make it.
i really can.
BUt really its not easy at all.
Esp when the environment and variables around
often detract me from being so & yet i just keep cheering myself.
Sometimes, i just hope an angel comes to hold my hand and tk me farfar away.
ok. wake up shar. there ain't angels.
i'm tired.
its always when i geninuely care and love be it a fren a not.
i feel cheated.
Would it be too much to ask if i ask for u to put urself into my shoes at times?
do u haf any idea how flexible i haf to be to accept
such quick and un-informed changes or decisions that u make?
Its always taken for granted in fact at times, abuse it.
i tired. i don wan to be a refugee camp anymore.
Can u don do this to me?
The more i get to noe u the more afraid i am towards u.
coz the more i noe the true you.
They were right thank god i'm clear and strong minded.
or i'd haf to kick u outta my life.
Why shld i be so worried here?
why shld i feel obligated to care for u?
n worse, i don wanna to be responsible.
And just stop. stop taking me for granted.
Yet, i tell myself, i'd haf to accept u for who u are.
but u are scary,"ugly" though still a part of me wanna care for u.
