Tuesday, August 23, 2005
shar & na
12:20 PM
It was hella good time ytd. no doubt abt it.
Yes na?
Chickens slaughtering wasnt tht bad la. haha.
When u sang tht liang jing ru's song
i swear my tears were almost spilling out.
bewitched is a 6/10,
oh wells, i might haf put in too much expectation.
neoprints were preeeeetty! love it love it!!
My 1st visit to simpang was led by little blind cat,
but we managed to figure our way out. haha
the day was wonderful as well 'cuz it was none other but you, Na. :)
Been so long since i had so much fun too.
To tink of it, u'll be in far far away in a couple of weeks!
cant bear for u to go! =(
Walking aft supper felt really good.
slept without feelin guilty and nitemares.
activities for the both of us are just so coming, i simply cant wait too.
thanks for everything my dear. lovelove* huggies back*
Did a lil smth for u a few daes back.

Kailing: i miss u too really!
so sorry tht u've been hafin nitemares.
Cant wait to see u on fridae. =D
Saturday, August 20, 2005
yay!
1:59 PM
1. finally! all its over and done with.
2. u guys registered for sms for ur exam results?
3. yu ping: i wanna the photos ar. send me kk.
4. belle's granny's place is amazing!!
4.1 loads of stuff everywhere
4.2 hamsters cage= fishy tank
4.3 poor luohan is one eye jack
4.4 so many plants at the balcony
4.5 no water to drink
4.6 Three tvs, but i tink only 1 working?
4.7 hamsters are so cute!
5. 3 little pigs gathering was great!
6. First visit to cosy bay. coool place! though spent quite a bit but was all worth it.
7. i wan jun yang to go in la!! but kelvin's gd too.
8. miss daddy around
9. cant wait to club on wed, cher, confirm? call u soon!
10. so happy, additional money will come in by later tonite.
11. Miss lala: yayy!! its so coming mondae!!
12. i put on weight i believe.
13. prolonged wait ended but cramps setting in. =(
14. found the who lives near u kinda cool!
15. i so wanna work, so anyone wif job lobang quick dial my number NOW! =D
Monday, August 15, 2005
almost done
6:27 PM
Whee~ one down 2 to go.
Almost done ther! i just so cant wait.
Gonna be working this sat & sun.
Fri is 3 little pigs again! hurray!
Ok.
Now, u're in ur internet explorer,
go click, view, encoding, den unicode
So u guys wouldnt see funny words again! they're chinese! =D
You:
i really hope u'll be fine in no time.
sae u love me no more,
coz if u did, none of these would haf happened.
Since there's a new opportunity now, mayb u can seize it.
Say u can't bear and gif it up no more.
Coz u were the one tht said those
& made me made the decision n be strong as at wad i am now.
Till now, i noe u still don get it.
coz if u did, u wouldnt still wan me to change.
问自已 没有你我行不行
显微镜里看爱情 残酷的放大所有爱的原因
遇见你 之后 爱上你 然后 恨透你
原来 爱是回不去的旅行
亲爱的 让我忘记你 那些事情 我终于看仔细
你总是这样说我 像一颗不容易溶化的糖果
你追问我的行踪 你在乎我的举动 哄得我泪眼迷濛
做些事情让我被感动 望着你
突然一阵心痛 一次又一次任那感情放纵 你的脆弱
让我走不开 你的依赖 所以我存在 想着你
还是想到心痛 期待我做的 将来你都会懂
有一天 真如果有一天 但愿我还在你记忆中
Sunday, August 14, 2005
3:22 AM
i'm so glad i made it thru.
I'm so glad i knew the truth.
i so glad it ended this way lyk wad i always wanted lyk todae.
i'm so glad u would still cherish this frenship.
i'm sooo glad.
I'm happy this way.
yes. we dunno wad will the future brings,
but i noe for now at least in the near future i'll be good.
I only wan to keep those happy memories n think tht of u.
I'm contended alr really.
Thank u.
U brought this rebirth of me.
i wish for the very best for u.
Thursday, August 11, 2005
me. just ME
3:05 AM
accusations?
as always.wrong.
mec
omplete venus and mars illustration.
yes.
so much for tht happy ending and struggles at nite.
it simply doesnt matter anymore.
good tht Easy is the word u are going thru.
just. no more tears will fall so fast lyk tonite anymore.
Love.
Sis
belle
na
ray
All but u.
coz till now, comprehension just so din work on u.
Stubborn?
go ahead wif those spreading really.
Bottomline, i knew wad exactly wen wrong n u dont.
trival small matters can go all round for all the "rapport" u wan.
they din matter.
soon enuff, u wont too.
hate?
Never. coz its as tiring.
Yes. either u wake up or u slp. NO half asleep bullshit.
Yes. Its over.
& i'm fully awake.
Lyk u said.Wd's the point?
Still, i noe ther's happy memories to keep.
really happy ones.
But those hurtful ones will strengthen me to carry on.
yes. u were near yet far far far away.
almost ther i always tot.
but in fact, i came to realise u were completely absent.
Monday, August 08, 2005
12:14 PM
How Could The One I Gave My Heart To, Break My Heart So Bad?
How Could The One Who Made Me Happy, Make Me Feel So Sad?
Wont Somebody Tell Me? So I Can Understand.
How Could The One I Gave My World To, Throw My World Away?
How Could The One Who Said I Love You, Say The Things You Say?
How Could The One I Gave My Heart To, Break This Heart Of Mine?
How Could You Be hurt me like that? When I Gave You Everything.
All My Love, All I Had Inside.
I Thought We Had Forever.
i Cant Understand.
How Could The One I Shared My Dreams With, Take My Dreams From me?
How Could The Love That Brought Such Pleasure, Bring Such Misery?
Wont Somebody Tell Me? Somebody Tell Me Please.
i so wanted everything to be like back then.
Coz then i felt protected and loved.
Now, empty lyk a shell, broken in tears.
Sunday, August 07, 2005
2:10 AM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
12:05 AM
A part of me suddenly just want to cry so hard.
i noe my work is just...
Damn it.
Work is so piling up till i hardly can breathe.
i suddenly yearn for someone beside me to motivate me.
Yes. it takes two hands to clap.
pointless if one just want isnt it?
i'm not even confident of bringin up my hand.
Sometimes, loving is just isnt sufficient to bring two together.
If only it could be tht simple.
Monday, August 01, 2005
painful
12:08 AM
Hi everyone!! my computer finally alive and kicking once again.
Hurray!
oh wells.
The season of infections and illness befall, be it in skool or home.
sick sick sick.
infections infections infections everywhere.
really angry that i've to be ill at this point of time.
every part of my body seems to fail on me.
my head.
my nose.
my tummy.
my throat.
And on top of tht, work to be done.
stressed.
Damn it.
So much pills to eat.
ALL cozes drowiness.
ate them todae, i seem to concuss more den be drowsy.
Finally sales stuff are done.
2ml seeing ms Ng, gosh!
soooo near to submission dates.
I'm mentally and physically drained out.
i hope you understand.
i dunno y tears don form anymore.
too many things
i don wanna list them down anymore.
Belle: i just wanna thank you. t
thank u for caring for me.
thank u for constantly dropping sms
thank you for just being there.
u're the best.
love ya! =)