Its ok tht u made a mistake.
it ok u dint do it on purpose.
But its really not alright at all when u said "
anyway its old alr".Tell me how i am suppose to be ok abt tht?
i cant. i simply cant.
and its NOT the 1st time u lose stuff.
Worse, stuff tht the both of us own together.
yes. its old. it could haf even celebrated its own 1st birthdae.
but tht doesnt gif u an excuse for u to lose or replace it.
u were suppose to look for it. since u lost it.
Don make it sound lyk its my fault for losing it.
Its me being unreasonable, not understanding the
pain tht u went thru looking for it.
thank u for all tht really.
half my heart just stopped beating for u.
although i wished it nv happened.
Don tell me anymore ppl's partners are leaving.
How upset they are and all.
Wad the point?
others don play a part as a partner, u said it. and now look wad happened?
Its always abt girls tht are not faithful? unreasonable? materialistic?
Its abt not-playing their part and taking things for granted...
i'm tired.
i noe this time, i'll not turn back.
i almost made up my mind tht time.
If i do this time, ther's nth else for me to hold back anymore.
Not everything could be bought and replaced.
i dun wan a new pc.
I DO NOT WAN!
It just lost its meaning. do u get it?
i even haf to spell it all out into ur face.
u still dun even noe why i was upset.
All u comprehended was me not understanding,
me getting angry over the fact tht u lost it.
i not even angry in the 1st place.
coz it just din hurt as much anymore.
it still does hurt a little this time round.
But really, not as much anymore.
rather, numb.
not angry nor sad nor disappointed.
tht's the saddest part.
sometimes i even feel tht u just need a companion for u to finish
tht awful 2 years rather den a partner or a girlfren.
Close frens ard me somehow or rather are oso hafing a rough time
wif their partners.
i tot my turn wouldnt come.
but it still did.
maybe wad jul said was right, straight lines really just don cross one another.
jie: good luck for ur last paper. i so noe u're gonne make it.
i love u so much still.
i noe these days we haven been toking much.
not tht i kept things frm u but sometimes,
but i'm just too tired to even tok abt it anymore.
or at other times, u were occupied.
i noe only u would understand.
