My frens: Sorry tht i din blog for so long.
Was working almost 10 to 10 everydae last week. too tired.
I'm back! No more job. MOre slp. More BLOGGING!
Mm.. Back to my last entry..
Aft much thoughts.
The last shot was given.
Not putting any hopes in it.
I'll just do my part.
I seriously tot of giving up the last shot while thinking thru.
Photos removed.
Stuffs were all kept in the small cupboard.
Askin myself can i really do without him?
For the couple of days. i couldnt.
Aft which i noe its only time tht i needed.
Aft wad "mum" told me. i really felt mine was just a tiny little route
i've to take. Nth compared to hers.
So even if i took away the last shot
i noe i Will be still able 2 make it till the end.
Its just hell lots of time needed to heal and
i'll be tht Shar tht all of my frens noe again.
But tht very dae when i heard the voicemail.
i cant help but cry so hard.
My heart ached so bad when muffled words were heard.
Looking at the minuses.
It all seem i should try to accept.
Not keep finding faults.
I noe this time it might still not work out.
But alr told myslef.
If its meant to be it would be.
If not, cry. stop.over.
Maybe i wont even cry anymore.
It's been a few daes till now.
Everything still seems acceptable.
My cards are laid.
I hope he'll stick to it.
to wad he siad and not promises.
Coz i'm so sick of promises.
They r meant to be kept.
But i noe some or crucial ones weren't delievered.
Wadeva it is.
Although some of the stabbing in my heart will nv be gone,
but i hope blood still flows,
i'm still able to breathe.
Pls. No more of those.
Esp tht two things i've told u not to repeat.
Coz if u do, the last simply wont lasts it would stop.
