Happy vesak dae everyone!
Hee. yep. tml is still a public holiday.
i dunno to be happy or sad.
Happy coz i still got one more day to enjoy my holidays
or another day away from seeing him.
Spoke over the phone last nite and landed up flooding half my pillow wif tears.
i'm just tired or not getting to see him for so long.
And its Always long weekends when others are all enjoying.
Or all together wif their partners.
Where's mine?
He's always just so near yet so far.
I can hear him adn tok to him but nv able to feel or hug someone tht i hold close to my heart.
It's been lyk one yr and 3 mths tht i'm spending such time wif him.
Even before tht the "honeymoon" period was abt 1 mth.
Tried asking the rest of my frens out.
they r either spending time wif their partners or they haf to wrk.
No matter how many frens i went out wif.
No matter how much fun i do enjoy wif them.
When i get back home "seeing" him ard,
i just longed for him.
i used to be the one consoling him.
telling him its alrite. its fine it almost 10 days.
Now, aft so many 10 days, i started to feel empty inside.
Or issit becoz i'm not quite occupied wif other things?
Maybe when skool starts it'll be beta.
coz i'll be full force into my projects.
On top of tt, no more other distractions or commitments in skool.
Thank god i still haf to cozy home to keep me warm inside out.
