Sometimes, thinking back i really dunno wad we are doing..
i noe it might not be 4eva. yet i dunno why i am still holding on till now..
Are we wasting our time?
Goals tht we persue in life seems to differ a hell lot.
Izzit becoz i'm not easily contended?
But i do wan to persue things i wanted all my life.
Otherwise, y should i still be studying my arse off?
Yes. Happy memories and sweet moment are always wif me.
But i dunno why when tings turns sour.
It hurts soooooo bad.
i can hardly even breathe.
And i dunno y till now,
u still haf "withdrawal".
It hurts a lot wheneva u comment.
Becoz smth when u do
u don do it tactfully.
Wheneva u're absent,
the eagerness still builts up.
But when u're present,
its either perfectly sweet or disgustingly bad.
It pierces my heart so bad at times. i just wanna let everything go.
Thinking why should i make myself go thru all this shiT?
but den again.
thinking back there were loads of things tht were so perfect.
Sometimes, i just cant simply gif u wad u wan neither can u.
So are we really watsing time or wad?
commanding all tht attention or stamping a "u're mine, SOLELY mine"
just drains away all my love.
Ppl say love is blind and selfish.
i can be blinded at times really.
but i do not soley want you and shut the rest out.
There are others tht i care as well.
yes. i love u.
But there are others tht i love as well..
and its a different kind of love tht i share wif u and wif them.
i really hope over time
u are able to accept
the "whole package" of me.
Aft so long,
i tink this is still the greatest obstacle.
If not, we'll just end.
i don wan to be tired.
i just need this frm u and
i believe everything would be so beautiful
becoz u made tht difference.
Lyk u once did.
