22nd mar, marks One of my long time fren, yz's bdae. Had a blast. great time wif 'em. too bad for some who couldnt make it. but the surprise were good. and everything turned out well n fun.
My fave pic of tht dae!
For the rest of the pictures. go click on my links on ur right side. i actually emailed 'em to u guys!
Den comes, 3 goodies left living hell. hee. happy. its been so long since i last saw dad n "mum" smile lyk this. jus the other dae when i noticed the amt of white hair duplicated on his head i can't help but ached big time in my heart. seeing "mum"losing weight and everything tht amount-ed up. evrything seems more or less settled. We finally can get rid of the irritants as well as money for idiots whom they claim they are good or cheap.
Happy isn't it?
but comes me sending goodbyes.
For n/n:
i'm so sorry this wasnt the time
u must noe tht u're loved
i'm so sorry we cant get to see u
i'm really sorry
u mus understan this is best
deep down in e bottom of our hearts,
u're always here
but we thank u for being almost there
coz we've all learnt to be stronger n brave
to carry on.
Don ask who where how wad.
it's all over
i wont wan to mention it again. eva. in my life.
For u:
i noe its tough
i noe its hard on u
i'm sorry tis had to happen
i love ya
always will.
nth was wrong.
i'll always be here,
happy or sad.
always n 4eva.
Let's be strong n unfearful of the future.
i believe we will get to see them again.
we will.
hugs*
i recently heard the new songs by eminem
lyk toy soldiers n mockingbird.
mockingbird is so touching. i cried.
it's abt his daughter n his ex wife.
Extracted parts of the song out.
know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that other limb
What you crying about?
You got me
Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have gotten so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have gotten so bad between us
Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sittin in this empty house, just reminiscing
Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now
And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the worldI'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile.
So sweet isnt it? sorry. his song is fucking long. haha.
