Cant believe wad i jus heard frm my "mum". i cant believed it. i saw tears almost rolling out of her eyes. my heart ached lyk mad.
How jus can a brother do this? a blood brother. i'm speechless neither do i wanna spell out everything i hear. unbelievable. i nv knew things would turn out till this extent.
"mum": do take care of urself. lyk ter, i wouldnt acknowledge him as well. Nv knew he could actually tried to lay a finger on u.
i really hate him.
hate. i noe its tiring to hate but i really do towards him. i knew him as a loving one, someone who dotes me lyk a little gurl. to tink tht he actually had done all these. i jus feel so hard to swallow all these down. Why? juz y do u haf to do all these? aren't everyone
here your family? aren't we? u're causing grand papa to feel so tensed up at home, frequent tummy aches n visits to the toilet? he's ur dad! do u feel good? He's so anxious n yet, he loves both his sons and daughter.
Caught in a dilema. Cant believe the amount of stress instilled in him each dae when he face all of u.
the 4 of u. To the youngest in e fam: u r the utlimately totally horrible and ridiculous person i've eva seen. jus get ur arse out of this whole shit. u jus completely complicate matters up. totally. Jus let my grand parents sleep peacefully will u?
i dunno y all this haf to happen. in the 1st place, it was U tht wanted him to leave, it was U tht cheated on ur own dad. It was U din want to pay, it was U tht u wanted us to land up in court, it was U. U! right frm the start. U. everything was U.
i hate u! i really do, to the core. BOth of u and the rest.Just when will this pour stop?I din blog for so long coz i was quite occupied these daes.
- Went to rouge on 12th mar
- great music on the whole
- loves "ms geek magnet" aka belle!
- Fell in love wif clubbing once again
- darl came back n had so much days of off.
- Went kbox wif her sis had so much fun
- orchard to shop n collected our pendant
- watched HITCH. haha. good show.
- went sentosa & the southern-most point of asia together
- had a great time
- i love u darl! always will.
- Tht tupid mei, brought me tremendous work.
- So eager to see my shoes, hope it turns out good
- miss my sis. i love ya too!
- i love mum, dad, sis, "mum" & darling. cant live without them.
- 29th to work wif na. yay!
Na: i miss chillin out wif u. i'm as disgusted tot tht matter. pukes* and yes. both deserves no mind space nor energy frm us but a million and one slaps to make them spin lyk mad cows. hahaha.. bleahs* hugs u tite tite*
Jie: i miss u. seems lyk eveytime i'm in u're out. we're out n u guys r in. just wanna tell ya tht i love u. miss hafing long chats wif u. study hard for ur exams ok? i noe u can do it. loves*
Darl: thank u sooo much for making all these daes so happy. i'm really delighted to haf to hold u in my arms again. to spend every moment wif u is life's greatest pleasure. thank u for loving me still. i noe i will miss u so much again. i'm sorry for being too emotional at times, i din mean to raise my voice at u. i jus cant ctrl my emotions at times. i promise to learn and manage them to my v best. i love you wif every beat of my heart!
Aveline: Sweetie! the video was totalllllllyyyy swwwwwwwwwwwwwwwweet to the max. thank u for creating it. Will be waiting for more to come! tsk tsk. And frens are frens foreva... frens will not sae never... thanks ave! hugs*
