Well. guess waD? i'm up and awake now coz i simply cant slp. i miss darl, i'm tinking abt wad my sis n i juz talked abt.
Todae, na went back to skool for ur thumbdrive. yayyy. found it. hee. den had lunch with her n sis at design canteen. Sis tld me abt the movie she watched "wrong turn" while i told her abt "shutter" i watched ytd as well. wrong turn is super errrrieeeeeeeee. yuk. mutants and all.
Den suppose to meet at 12.45pm. all late as usual. while she said she had some family problems which zhen told me and all. kiak came out with the main gist of the agenda. hee. cool! thanks kiak. den we went 4 a&p tutorial. guess wad? i became the domineering one and all. Ms reena's remarks for me by the appraisal is lyk " sharon, u nit to realise ppl wrk differently n all, u look fierce when u don smile, u tend to keep work to urself (aka not delegating), blah blah.." suddenly, yes. i was the unreasonable one and all. tht was wad sis n i was discussing. it really din matter wad they sae. but yes, lyk wad my sis said, impt ting is tht i should learn frm it, mayb not only 1 member felt tht way and all. well, i dunno.
But my heart juz felt a pinch. hard and sharp pinch. i tot all along, i alr tried controlling my anger and all well enuff tht i din scream at any one. but well, i dunno. i told ms reena tht i felt it was not fair tht ppl sae i kepp things to do myslef when the whole report was delegated to both me and na. it's juz not unfair. peer appraisal might also land me further frm an A. but really. nvm. its over. told zhen abt wad had happened exactly betwn she and myself. stood neutral. wadeva it is, i'm tired over all those shit i went thru. Afterall, lyk wad na said, "i become the
villian.And u noe wad? her bf
juz msg me this:
him: sorry, not tht i care wad u feel abt me. it jus wasnt ungentlemanly enuff to msg u those stuff. tis is all i haf to say.
i mean pls, wad's all these for? aft all u've said? juz telllin me these coz u felt ungentlemanly of urself? neither do i care abt wad he feel abt me. i alr said. "
i don care nor it bothers me" for the 4th time?
me: wad's the point of all these aft u've done wadeva tht cant be undone? u're juz sayin sorry for the sake of it isn't it? don need to msg me. u feel disgusted isnt it? so do i.
him: sayin sorry for the sake of it? No, i'm sincere. i tink its wrong for me 2 sae all this to a gal. hope u'll accept my apologies.
Aft which i cant be bothered to reply. he actually got the cheek to sae its wrong n he jolly well can still do it. Accept ur apologies? i'm sorry
. no.
i wouldnt even tink abt it.
Isnt it too late? since he din care abt wad i tink abt him den y bother to sae sorry seriously??
i juz touched up a bit more stuff on the meeting tml. sis is going to skool to study in skool as well.
Pictures we took todae!!
hehe.. yayy!! nice! they make campus a lot beta for me. *smiles
darl: i juz read ur msg. don tink so much k? juz fuck tht officer of urs. irritants. i love u.
Nitez everyone.
