i Juz finished quarrelling wif darl. my eyes are hurting perhaps it's becoz i din haf enuff slp and i still make tears outta it. i'm still tired.
Ytd was fun. stayed at na's place till late doing projects as well as bitching, gorilla-ing & fun! hee.. this aftnoon we woke up and had lunch near eastpoint. hee~ had car-le rice. quite nice acutally frm ke ai chee. hee~ den aft tht kiak n zhen came along and we discussed CRM. quite ok alr i think for CRM.
When i got home immed was "booong" on my bed and my eyes juz closed without me feeling it. when i open my eyes again, mummy was pulling me off the bed to bathe so tht all of us go my aunt's place. to meet all the aunties (maternal)since i haven seen them on CNY. won abt 10 bucks i think frm gambling.
Mindy (my cousin) has this really cute doggie. it's some terrier tht costs lyk $1600. 3 mths plus old. hee. took pictures of it. so cute!!!
den comes quarreling wif darl. juz fuck it can. i hate arguing wif him. Was soooo sacastic to me wif his words juz now. i was damn piss. i mean i don nit this now u noe.. aft being so tired. said i din cared enuff and din called him at all. i mean in the 1st place u din reply my msg den u say i din miss u and all. It's juz not fair to always haf expections for me and all and self- inferr-ed stuff and presummed i'm lyk this all the time.
My bloody suckking bill is lyk finally going down. wad's wrong wif me saving costs. is messenging reallly tht bad or insufficient. i really did put in effort on top of all thoses shit i haf to do. i really juz need u to understand more than anything u noe darl. juz ti liang wo. my eyes are really hurting now. =( darl: i still love and miss u so much. i swear u were all the time in my mind juz tht i din haf addtional time to call u more. i wish i can. as much as i wan to, i really wan to. i noe u in camp u cant see nor 'protect' me in ur arms and i noe u badly want to. plz don worry abt me. i'll take care of myself as much as possible. i'm waiting for this tues to come. i wanna hug u so tite. i'll try to skip training. i love u.
jie told me this todae tht i think i shld share wif everyone " Doesn't mean one person doesnt meet ur expectations means he/she does not put in effort" i think i will apply this v much in my project grp. Na: u agree too? =) gonna rest my pathetic eyes now. nitex.
